Sometimes... I Look to my Idols.

Part two.

Trippin' & Crashin'.

Today was an interesting day... I think the lack of sleep is finally getting to me. All day today, I was off in another world, tripping more than usual, crashing into more walls than I normally do, saying stupider things than generally come out of my mouth. 

It started last night, I think, I was talking to a friend... and it just spiraled into this awkward-ness that I caused. I didn't know how to get out of there, it was weird. It also helped that I don't have as tight and forward relationship I have with some of my other friends. The worse part... I didn't even remember saying some things... until I went back and looked over our conversation and I was like... 

"wow." 

Also, on television today, I heard that not sleeping enough drives a person psychotic. Hmm.... I don't know how I feel about that, I'm already somewhat mentally unstable, I just need the straight jacket to go with it.

Here's to hoping it's yellow!

Not... your best, Cesar.

Tea-riffic

I ♥ Teapots.

I am going to have a whole room devoted to my teapot collection.

It's going to be amazing!

Sometimes... I Look to my Idols.

Part One.

Sappy Valentine's Day

"Full of promise, full of hope, ignorant of reality."

I actually liked this movie.

I did not expect certain things.

I was like WOAH!

(It made me cry a little bit.)

I've Got the Love. (For You)

Florence Welch (Florence & The Machine) is the most marvelous redhead since Jenny Lewis (Rilo Kiley.) I love them both so very much, and they have mad singing skills. If only I had a CD of F&M.... and an ACTUAL CD of Rilo Kiley or Jenny Lewis & the Watson Twins.

Anyways, I was so excited that F. Welch sang during the Aretha Franklin Tribute at the Grammy's. 

She was fantastic.

The Dog Days Are Over, Florence. ♥

Taylor, Why Do You Do This to Me?

Aside from being written by/for the female perspective, it's pretty perfect.

"Long were the nights when my days once revolved around youCounting my footsteps praying the floor won't fall through again
And my mother accused me of losing my mind
But I swore I was fine
You paint me a blue sky and go back and turn it to rain
And I lived in your chess game
But you changed the rules everyday
Wondering which version of you I might get on the phone
Tonight
Well I stopped picking up and this song is to let you know why
Dear John, I see it all now that you're gone
Don't you think I was too young to be messed with
The girl in the dress cried the whole way home
I should've known
Well maybe it's me and my blind optimism to blame
Or maybe it's you and your sick need to give love then take it away
And you'll add my name to your long list of traitors who don't understand
And I'll look back and regret how I ignored when they said
Run as fast as you can
Dear John, I see it all now that you're gone
Don't you think I was too young to be messed with
[ From: http://www.elyrics.net/read/t/taylor-swift-lyrics/dear-john-lyrics.html ]
The girl in the dress cried the whole way home
Dear John, I see it all now it was wrong
Don't you think 19's too young to be played by
Your dark twisted games when I loved you so
I should've known
You are an expert at sorry
And keeping lines blurry
Never impressed by me acing your tests
All the girls that you've run dry
Have tired, lifeless eyes
Cause you burned them out
But I took your matches before fire could catch me
So don't look now
I'm shining like fireworks
Over your sad empty town
Dear John, I see it all now that you're gone
Don't you think I was too young to be messed with
The girl in the dress cried the whole way home
I see it all now that you're gone
Don't you think I was too young to be messed with
The girl in the dress wrote you a song
You should've known
You should've known
Don't you think I was too young
You should've known "

Dear John. 

Under my Umbrella.

It was raining so much today. First, I decided to endure it without my umbrella, then the rain got too hard and too cold for me to do so, so I took out my handy dandy [yellow] umbrella and the world was all magical! That was around 11:30; later, when I was walking to the bus stop, I noticed everyone had an non-generic colored umbrella (black). As much as I love black, I love when I see people with colorful  or just plain amazing umbrellas, it balances the rain's dreary atmosphere with

 a pinch of happiness.