Here We Go Again...

So, I've been very blabberymouthy lately and I've been saying a lot of crap that I don't need to say and sometimes to people that I don't even know that well... which isn't necessarily good.... but hey. So some things were starting to happen again... but they seem to be dying down, which is good. So yeah. I just felt like posting something new.

Later tater haters.

Friends+Weekend=Amazeballsness

This weekend was the greatest thing in the world since chocolate. I went to an enviromental conference in San Rafael and I had the greatest time ever. I learned so many things and I shared so many things. I stepped out of my comfort zone and did things I never thought I would do, but I'm glad I did them. I MET JANE GOODALL! She is a such an inspiration, I'm very honored to be in one of her Roots and Shoots programs. ♥


 All I can say is it was a great experience I will always remember and THANK YOU to the people who made it possible. :)

Tired.

I want him to leave. My fingers hurt. I'm tired of it all... all his stupid shit.

Isn't he supposed to be some sort of hero?

(Sorry for using this to vent my feelings... to whoever even reads this. haha)

Grr... I'm Angry.

Something happened... the world almost ended. It resulted in my angry face. I was not happy. It made me feel betrayed....


But... whatever.

I Need This.

 

Desperately. ♥

Snapshots and Memoirs

I attended my English class today, really nervous tired. Nervous because I don't know anyone in in, besides one other person... but they don't count. Tired because it's at 6:05 at night... Ugh. Anyways, I went there very close minded and anxious as to what we were going to do... but we ended up getting a really cool assignment --well for me.

We get to write an essay that is more like a story that is reflecting on something that has happened in your life that has to do with obedience or disobedience and shame or pride that you got from either of those. And I HAVE THE PERFECT THING TO WRITE ABOUT. It's called the "snapshot" essay... hence the photos.

(But I don't know if I can or would be allowed to or should... but that's a long/different story)

Anyway... I'm excited for that!

Bored to Death

It's the fourth day of school and I've been leaving quite early... because we can. But we don't even have to go, we don't do anything --it's crazy! I had only one "real" class today, even that just consisted of us getting a book. ONE BOOK. Coming to school the first week is a waste of time. We're all dying of boredom being there... it's horrible.

When Strangers Invade...

There are strangers living in my home. My parents didn't even care to mention it to us. It's awkward having them around, they're nice people... but it's weird. That's all I can say --partly because I don't feel like saying anything else or elaborating on this.

Done.

Back to school? No, the 80's!

School is literally around the corner... and now that it's getting down to the wire... I don't wanna go. Though I have been getting awfully bored and lonely being at home and sometimes I feel like killing everyone at home --they're so annoying!


For some reason, no I feel like watching a lot of 80's teen movies. But then again, I always feel like watching 80's teen movies.

(I ♥ the 80's)

I'm dead.

Just got home from being a waiter, bus boy, and dishwasher. 

I'm sure I must be dead now.

(Please wear yellow to my funeral.)

My... Feet... Are... Dying...

I finally went shopping! But I almost died.

First I walked to the bus stop in the morning, because I had to go to a school clean up. The bad thing, the bus is about 15 minutes from my casa. I have to walk downhill.

Anyways, the clean up wasn't too hard, but it did add to the pain in my feet and shoulders. The I had to wait for the bus, it took a very long time to get there. Then I went to the mall.

And with only a Jackson, I managed to get about five or six shirts. You should be proud of me. :) But that's not it! Then I found out if I added ALL the left over one dollar bills and a five dollar bill, I would have TEN DOLLARS. So then I headed to another store and it took me a while to find something, but I bought one last thing and I headed home...

Up, that same (steep) hill.

Then I went back to the mall, with my parents, and I spent three more hours killing my feet.

I got a FOOT cramp... like the bottom of my foot. It was a horrible.

My feet are having their funeral sometime soon, after I go be a "waiter" at a volunteering thingy.

 (.....bye feet.)

Burrito Hangover

                                             

                                                That to that:

So, few months ago my parents took on a, what you could call, "odd job". It was basically to rake in some extra money, I think this job is kind of a pain in the butt --but, it's money. Anyways... this job of theirs is to make burritos, that sounds reasonable... No?

 No. See, their job hours vary from 2-5 to whenever they finish.... AM. So... you might ask yourself, why do it? I don't know the answer besides for getting extra cash. To me, it's crazy.

But, anyways... last night --this morning-- they had a BIG order. They had to make 200 burritos, so I offered to give them a hand, which meant I had to wake up at 2 AM. Guess what time I went to sleep, 11:30.. Smart huh?

Well, I wasn't tired when I was helping them (I'm not that much help, I just put stickers on stuff and chop things up.) But.. we got home at 7 AM, and I went to sleep until 12-ish. All day I felt hungover. It was horrible. My head was pounding, I wanted to sleep, I hated people when they spoke, I wanted to just kill them.

I still somewhat feel hungover... Guess who won't be making burritos anytime soon?

AHHH HAAA HAHA AA YES!

  
You remember how I mentioned that I have not gone school shopping at all? Well today I bought the first things for school, a backpack. It is an amazing backpack that I have been wanting forever and ever and a day, so I'm super excited. It's from one of my favorite store ever, Urban Outfitters, it's such a magical place full of whimsy. It's the black canvas rucksack... and it's amazing.

Well, anyways, now I hope it gets here in time for school... and that it's the proper size. I've had trouble with previous backpacks not being the right size...


AHHH!! I'm so excited... now I have to buy the other things...

Convenience Stores & Laundromats

So every now and then I go to the convenience store near my house, to get whatever is tickling my fancy at the moment... and then I head over to the local laundromat --which conveniently, is next door. The reason that I go to the laundromat is because there are usually magazines there --cool ones.

So today, I headed to the convenient store (and if you're curious I got a cookie --half peanut butter half brownie... it was gross.) After I got my (disgusting) sugar fix, I headed to the laundromat...but today.... THERE WAS NO MAGAZINE. I was so disappointed.

Where was that --anonymous-- person who always leaves really amazing magazines there? They let me down, and the worse part, is that this isn't even the first time... this is a long going problem.

If only my parents gave me enough money to buy my own magazines...

Baw-looooooonzzz

Weren't they fun? And so colorful! Oh balloons...

Goodbye Summer Days... Hello Neglectful Parents

Mr. Summer's almost gone and Mr. Fall is in his way... so I started making a wishlist of ALL the things that I want on my favorite website. (UO) But, that's just it, it's a WISHlist... with obvious emphasis on the wish part... because like hell I'd be getting more than half of those things. Oh, if only I had those trees that had money growing from them... but I don't, so I'll just deal with the local stores and their clothing.

But, can you believe that my mommy and father haven't given me money to go off and buy myself some clothes for my... (ugh) junior year of high school?!! that's crazy. If it was up to me, I would have given myself two-hundred bucks and spend it all on shiny new things... but nothings ever up to me. So, I'll just wait for my parents to hand over some cold hard cash; they have to do it soon. There are two weeks left of summer --TWO WEEKS.

Of course they waited this long....

MTV? Where did you go?

Have you noticed how, for lack of a better word, stupid MTV has gotten. Some of you could say that it's been that way, but I think it's been slowly getting there. And now, it's just trash. Where is the Music? Oh, that's been replaced with those mindless reality shows. 

If no music is airing, besides in the middle of the night... MTV should change its name. It's practically lying to its viewers; It's not "Music Television". It hasn't been that in a long while.

Stop lying to yourself MTV. Bring our music back.

My Sweet (Cheap) Guitar

Well, hello everyone...


So, I have this guitar, right? It's from my friendly neighborhood Target(tm) and I so so so want to learn how to play. I NEED to learn how to play, and I want to learn by the end of this summer. I have know idea how I am going to achieve that, but I hope I do. I am going to try and start this Monday, but I completely forgot that I have a little excursion with a couple of my cohorts... but I'll try to start right before that little trip and after it. If you know any good websites that I could use in my effort to learn how to play, please let me know, just post them on the comments sections. (And by "you" I mean, the what? 3-4 people who "follow" me. :P) 


Okay, thanks cyples! 


Wish me luck!

Runs in the Family

So last Friday, my friends and I planned to go to the mall and after that we'd have this movie night thing that we had been planning for a while now. So we did that and it was tons of fun, we watched a very "teenage" movie, but it was fun. (though some of them would not shut up!) It was really cool, I had a lot of fun. 


Anyways, earlier that week, my mom had mentioned something about a newly started youth group thing at my our church. She told me that the fat round thing priest wanted me too attend it. I thought it'd be cool, because I've always heard of people going to youth groups and having fun, so I was like yeah that sounds find. But then I discovered it was on that same Friday, so immediately was I said "Hell no!" "Nope, I have that one thing, with those one people." (really I said it like that.) 


So she was like, "Okay, fine." because she knows that I like never go to friends' houses our even hang out with them till this year. (Because I'm an eight grader.) So, I didn't go, and I never thought about it or heard about it.... till the Saturday after my parents arrived from church. My mom had news for me, she told me that the priest had gone up to them and said:


"There was a young man in this family that I did not see on Friday." And she said it in a really funny, menacing tone. That just cracked me up. She, then told him "Oh, he was working on a very important project." That made me laugh even more, we're all liars... and SHE LIED AT CHURCH, TO A PRIEST! haha. She's amazing. 


So, this she needed to talk to the priests, one of them, and so when she talked to one of them, he brought up the topic of my sister and I. That he never sees as at church, and blah blah blah. So, he was somewhat reprimanding her and preacher at her. In the end my mother let him know that I would be attending the following youth group meeting. 


I can't believe my mother lied at him, and I can't believe that priest can't mind his on business. I should give him a piece of my mind (okay not really, and I swear I'm not Satan, I swear, I just get angry when people are stupid like that)


Well, I wonder what youth group will be like... ha ha ha.

Suz-Pea-Shez

Those people that I was referring to in my last post... are making me think... and rethink... it's getting very suspicious.


But, again, it could just be my teenage mind telling me things that aren't even there... stupid teenage mind. I want to kick you sometimes... grrr.

Dirty Answers

Well there is this one thing on my blog page that gives you answers, sorta like an 8-ball thing. And so I asked it something, and it gave em a scary answer. I know I am just being a crazy teenager, but it still scary, and I don't like it... because it involves backstabbing, betrayal, and plain ol' lying... 


It's crazy sad it is that I am acting so stupid over some dumb internet answer thing, but I kind of was imagining that was going to be the answer, and that "that" was happening... which, is bad, because it just is. It's sad that people can't trust you, depend on you, or even be nice enough to say thing to you, instead of doing things they know are wrong...


Don't listen to me, I just needed a (public) place to write this.... It's just nonsensical teen shoes... 

Most Amazing Creatures Ever!

So... remember when I said that my friend were plotting against me? Well they were, yesterday they attempted to kill me, IN BROAD DAYLIGHT!


Just kidding... but that would be funny... well not them killing me... anyways...


Something else happened yesterday... I GOT A NEW uPOD!  I was so excited!!! It was the most amazing thing in the whole wide everything! It's yellow and shiny and new and mine! My amazing friends got it for me... their code word for it was "whore" but it started as "hooker"... and then when they asked me what color hooker I wanted, I instantly caught onto their plotting. I even wrote some of them an email asking them if my guess was right... (it was, but they never replied). They are amazing... Annnndddd they even took the time and put music on it. Good music. I was so grateful for it... and I am so grateful and appreciative to have such amazingly great friends like them...


I mean it's not every day that your friends get you an iPod --and for no reason. Like really! I really would like to know why they got it for me... but when ever I do ask one of them, they just say it's an "early birthday present" which confuses me, since my birthday is in October and it's April.


But I'm still super psyched that they went out of their way to get (JUST) me an iPod. They're amazing, and I cherish them! :)

                                                          Look, it's so pretty... hehe

Evil Mouths and Dolphin Meditation Centers

Guess what I did today! 


I was on the radio! Though it was a local radio broadcasting... it was still exciting, and I got nervous. I thought I was going to do a horrid job, but I ended up doing an okay job at it. I even got compliments about it... there were some backhanded compliments as well... but that's a long long long story. 


Yeah, the person who we were told was going to interview us, didn't. It was a person who hadn't interviewed someone in like AGES! The last interview she did was a little bit before ours, and they said she ended up just like talking at them... which she did not do to us, which is good. The radio broadcasting was done to advertise our school, it's deadline and such... I had fun with it, and I was really glad that my mouth cooperated with me, usually it kills me! Evil mouth. 


We had to be on hold for a little bit there (like 4 minutes...) but it felt like A LOT. We had to listen to the person talk and stuff and the commercials and such.. the commercial were hilarious! I think I even heard something like "Dolphin Meditation Center" Well my friend did.. and we all were laughing... We have strange places in our town.... 


So yeah... I had fun today... Oh and my friend brought me a scarf from like the Middle East, he went there for the most part of our Spring break.. and he brought a lot of us scarves and THEY WERE AMAZING! I love mine... I wore it today.. :) Thank you! You know who you are (I don't want to mention any names...)


But, yes, Thank you! 

Mon Vendredi

    Today, I had tons of fun.... but not the whole day.... So first I had to wake up early-ish because I had to babysit this one creature (my mom is supposed to but she had to work...) so I woke up and did zombie-like things for like fifteen minutes.... anyways... I had to babysit the creature-child... The creature-child is pretty chill, but the most annoying part of babysitting was that the creature-child would, like, come to me every fifteen minutes or so and say:

      "Hey, look what I found." and my first thought was... "Um... it was never lost...". But of course I wouldn't say that to the child, it's not very kid-friendly. So this would go on, until they picked the creature up at like 2-3-ish... 

       THEN

       I sat in front of these cupboard things that contain everything that I love and cherish, and just cleaned it out and looked through things and remembering things from when I was younger... it was a great walk through memory lane, I enjoyed it... But there were a lot of spiders in memory lane...

    Later... I had to get ready for this thing that I had to go help out at; I had to help sell food and stuff at a play. It was really cool, I had a lot of fun working with the person I worked with. We'd never really had a "real" conversation before, so it was nice being there and talking. I learned a lot of cool thing about them. My NIGHT was really cool, I had tons of fun and I hope I have a lot of more cool times like those... I've been having those lately... I'm glad.

   Oh, and I tasted cucumber sandwiches for the very first time ever... and they were AMAZINGLY AWESOME!

                      

Redheads and Ladies and Gleeks, Oh My!

   So  couple weeks ago... I discovered this brand new band (all by my self too!) It's called Rilo Kiley. It's amazingly cool. I'm not entirely sure who the "lead" singer is... but it's either a girl or a guy... Wait... those are the only options... But whatever... It's this one girl with red hair... (RED HAIR ROCKS!) and this other guy, right? So they're really cool, my favorite song by them as of now... is I think  "The Money Maker", "Dreamworld, and  "The frug"; they're all amazing. They have a really mellow/upbeat/put-a-smile-on-your-face type of sound, it's really neat. I really enjoy listening to their music, If you'd like to check them out yourself, here's a link to their site: http://www.rilokiley.com/home
    
                                             

    On to another music related topic... Lady Gaga. Have you heard about this musical creature? She's crazy imaginative, her videos --though provocative-- have so much creativity thrust on them. It's amazing, and I'm almost certain she like Co-directs/produces everything... which is really cool. I'm not a crazy fan of hers, her music is fine... but I am a fan of her creativity and imagination and that she has the guts to throw herself in the spotlight and do what she wants to do, no bullshit. Just her and her music... and sunglasses. She has just released her latest music video, "Telephone", which features Beyoncé. (I'll talk about her later...) So anyways... this new video... tops the list of provocativeness, it's like a porno with a "Thelma & Louise"-ish plot line, accompanied with really mainstream music. I mean... it's cool, but my favorite part is the fact that it was banned from airing on MTV... I love that! Here's a link to her video on Vevo: http://www.vevo.com/watch/playlist/lady-gaga-beyonce/87244#0 )
   
   Now... where are my Glee freaks? Who watches that show? I do! It's amazing... I love that it's like a normal teen show, but with the greatest thing in the world... MUSIC! I really love that it is addressing a lot of things that us teenagers go through in life (i.e. pregnancies, homosexuality, peer pressure, school, etc.) But I really adore the fact that it has music to go along with everything on the show, and that it gets really awesome, watchable, guest stars, and that they sing too! I can't wait for the second season to start... this April! So close! Make sure to to watch it when it starts airing again, oh and if for all of you amateur thespians or professionals, I guess, there are casting for three new characters on the show... so if you were looking for your big break... you might still have a chance.. but since April is right around the corner, maybe not not... sorry. But, if you don't get into this season and you try out and stuff... you might have a chance of the third season...? Anyways... It's a great show, you beh'uh watch it suckers! 


   
 Alright, I'll stop harassing, later tater haters!
 

My Life's A Barren Produce Isle

I wish I could blog freely... without thought of my blogs getting too similar to the plot line of some teen show on the CW... because seriously, sometimes, when you right down what happens to you at school, or just in school. It starts getting really creepy... like deja vu. I think if I write down what I think and feel, I might start getting threats from schoolmates and that wouldn't be too great. But then again, no one really reads my blog... because no one knows of it, but who cares. I still get paranoid of someone reading what I say, or someone reading what I would HAVE To say... (Did that make sense?)

Any ways... It's spring break, and I wish I had something to do. Because as of now, there is nothing to do. My life is like a barren produce isle at a super market... it needs some more bright coulored fruits and veggies. The only thing I see is my reflection on the ugly tiled floors... I want to do something fun over this break, something that includes my friends. (and not my parents) I want to have a REAL life.

I need to get out more... (sorry if you didn't understand me... especially that weird produce isle-supermarket metaphor thing :-/)

Plot against me...

Okay, today I found out that someone is plotting against me... They were very "sneaky" about it... Now, I feel like I should plot something too.. Now I will go crazy and my parents will have to pay for the crazy house. Then they are going to go into poverty all because someone was plotting about me. So now my family is going to go crazy... and I am going to go crazy and die in the crazy house... all because of high school plotting against me... so yeah... if you can help me, please do... I will now go crazy. Goodbye!